who i am hates who i've been

2008-07-06T21:56:00.001+08:00

MOVED.

but this blog will still stay. (:

2008-05-28T22:16:00.006+08:00

i cant wait for this saturday's game cos i wanna make sure i perspire.
anyway,attachment's been the same & so is our mp.
somehow stagnant i guess.

2 more months till this ends.
anyways,me & emy had Arnold just now after so longgggg.
yeah i been craving for this & that.
yest i craved for burger ramly & today i wanted chicken.
which i'm reminded of syai lame joke,
"hey dont be a chicken laaaaaaa!''
okay we both create super dumb & lame jokes everytime,every single days which is equivalent to 5 days per week which equals to 40 hours per wk.

and why the hell am i even doing this.
i dont know why.
and so do you.
okay byeeeeeeee!

oh and emy has officially graduated. :)

2008-05-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

okay lets make this short & sassy.
TUESday was spent slacking wid yani,elise & aisyah.
to secret recipe & gelare & crapping like nobody's business.
and i remembered yani mentioning,"hey syaz,your hp new eh?"

ehh Yani,guess what?
i lost my hp,yes my 3.2 cybershot the next day in the morning.
baik apeeee.
super frustrating & annoying & depressed.
cos the thing is i always checked for my hp,like checking it 2 to 3 times to make sure its in my bag but i cant even remembered how my hp is gone just like that.
but i shouldnt dwell on it.
in the words of syairah,"takde rezeki''.haha

and i just got back from the bestest karaoke session wid my FAV people to celebrate athirah's bdae.
yes,it was beyond amazing that i'm sure everyone had fun esp wid the monkey dance & singin 'hindustan' song to our hearts content.HAH.
more of this happy-gerek-fun stuff please which will require more cash which means my money's depleting at a faster pace esp with me hanging out often. eh syabas. yelah your pay ALOT what,kay not. okay fellow friends!,do msg me your numbers. ohhh david cook won idol & man united won the double. okay good nite!

lets do the monkey dance! :)

2008-05-19T23:17:00.003+08:00

tomorrow's tuesday!
i was about to complain about dragging myself to work until i reminded myself to stay positive.
and so,

greet a loud 'good morning' to everyone since i think my manager think we arent polite enough although everytime i wish them,they still look stoned.

discuss our mp.

hey auntie,you rock ahhhhhhh!

okay set! and i wanna do accessories tmrw just like friday. and friday was the best day at attachment ever cos i spent the entire day labelling necklace,keychain & others while laughing so hard at the crappy jokes we shared. me,syai,athirah & mais together in a room from 9-6. time fly so fast for the first time that day.

"hey $15 necklace yo!"

and just now i really wanted to get scoopz ice cream but it wasnt fulfilled cos the auntie behind me was really like F*** cos she pushed me away & somehow the chocolate ice cream doesnt seems appetizing anymore. and i got my player's analysis & somehow i realized i'm disappointed with it. But then on a positive side,i decided that it's okay & i really should stop worrying about these things cos it will only make me more depressed & i'm suppose to be HAPPY. HAHA.okay i ought to sleep cos i want to clear my eyebag away. is there even such a thing? HAHA. goodnite streeets! :)

2008-05-18T18:57:00.003+08:00

happy 8th months emy. :)

2008-05-13T16:15:00.002+08:00

After the meeting with mr tay,

we decided to focus on the bright side & so here's the BRIGHT side:

meet emy everyday
meet syai,mais & athirah everyday
not so packed bus in the morning

and so BELO,another 15 weeks more till we can crap & have lunch at itas again.

And here's the bright side,i'm super EXCITED for the major project. We just have a good feeling about this & it took us 15 mins to think & brainstorm on it.EHHHH since when MP can be so exciting? I dont know but it just does. (:

And i fall in love with Ashton Kutcher all over again after watching "What happens in Vegas". I used to love him when he starred in this retro comedy which i forgotten the title then i don't really like him cos of Demi Moore but now it's love all over again. And the movie's really cute & Cameron Diaz really gorgeous. But still, if you have to choose one movie, "Ironman" still the best.I could watch it again & again. Okay emy,i know what you gonna say so i just gonna wait for the DVD then.

And HOORAYYYY, 3o more mins i'm off. :)

2008-05-09T16:24:00.004+08:00

i'm left with an hour & a half more.
ehhh time pass so slowwwww mans,
especially after this ting called 'attachment' begins.

Anyway,i realized that another SIP group got sacked,
& they were HAPPPPPPYYY,(so HAPPPYYYY that they were gonna watch a movie ah!)
& i totally understand their joy.
& which i find is totally unfair since we're still here.(HELLLO!,rescue us please!)

And so the 4 of us conclude,
that if our supervisor won't support us,
we know what we have or need to do.
Sacked us & let us enjoy a movie after that. :)

cos i'm really tired of doing all these data entry which seems so irrelevant to my MP.

& my FAV Jason C got eliminated yesterday.
and i wasnt even surprised,
and so was he.

OKAY an hour & 20 min left.
Maybe i should start doing friendster bulletins like astrid & hope that time will fly fast then. KAY BYEEEEEE! :)

2008-05-03T11:41:00.002+08:00

i don't know how i'm feeling. And so really, i'm just saying i'm okay cos i really dont know what to say other that that i'm okay. Or should i be direct & say i'm not really okay cos it was unexpected & i never had a chance to say how much i actually loved her or think about her. I called her just to hear her voice to know that she's okay & then i hung up cos i dont lnow what else to say. I wish we were closer but nonetheless, i love you still. Or i wish i was six again & you be taking care of me & comb my hair & tell me i'm pretty after putting powder on my face. I know i haven been the best granddaughter, i have been caught up with school & other stuff to even have the time for you. I wished for so many things right now but i wish i was there to see you before you left. I wish i went home straight after my eyes start twitching or be more closer to you after the bad dream. But i wish you were still here with us, to celebrate raye with us cos i just need to say that i do love you. I really do & i cant stop thinking about you. And now i know i've been taking too many things for granted,and only know i realized how it feels when someone close left forever & never coming back. And i wished this is just a bad dream but i know its not & i know i just have to accept the fact that you,my 'nenek geylang' is not here with me anymore.

2008-04-29T23:49:00.004+08:00

dear diary,

well i'm left with seventeen weeks more to go. and now i decided that i should or should i say i must complete the whole data by this FRIDAY. and so if i finish the whole stack of namecards,she will probably find me other jobs to occupy with for another seventeen weeks,which will probably includes making coffee,and its instant coffee btw. And i really miss ITAS cos the nearest foodcourt is super EX. Nasi lemak with ikan bilis cost extra 50 cents which adds up to 3 bucks. and the rice very little also. Or maybe i should just stop complaining. okay dahhh. Abeh since the SIP, i'll start training later & seriously i don't feel like i have trained ALOT. I just feel i'm lacking alot. Anyway, the good thing about this attachment is SYAI cos we both laugh like crazy on minor things. And my colleague JAQ rock la! She like 30 plus but she know every songs that is playing la! I think she like the coolest there la abeh she like slack also. HAHA.

HEYY ADE!!, HAT TRICK SEYYYYYYYY :)

2008-04-22T23:20:00.003+08:00

i hate this feeling where i'm suppose to be happy but i'm just not. and i hate it even more with the fact that i having SIP now with 18 more weeks to go. and i wanna have the time to be all alone,all alone by myself where i could cry even if i want to w/o anyone beside me. i wanna rewind to the past where my fridays consist of pool & east coast & teh tarik with as & oonah. i wanna have zie&elise&athirah beside me laughing at some stupid jokes at itas.and you have been amazing all this while, tolerating with my nonsense & being this super sweeet & romantic bf that i never had. and i love you for that & for many more so.and so please, shoo away this stupid feeling of don't know what.and it can't be PMS.

2008-04-17T01:53:00.006+08:00

ouif i were a time traveller or lexis from 'remember me',
i wanna fast forward to the next 4 mths or so,
so that i could skip my entire attachment.

i'm really not looking forward to it at all.
cos

its freaking far.(i must take 3 buses just to get there.)
i don't get paid.
its 9-6 from monday to friday.
i won't get paid.
i must wake up at 6 plus in the morning.
they won't pay me.

& so you get my point.
i'm doing a FREE labour.
it's pathetic & just now i was calculating how much i could earn if i were to work at borders.
and i regret it right at the moment cos it make me more disheartening.
till i could cry.
okay bedek la,not till that extent laaa.
BUT STILL!

oh & just now i had pizza hut for dinner & i think marina pizza hut rocks cos their service like super bagos cos the waiter serving us said "enjoy your meal" 3times when he served us. And his introduction only makan 5 minit. BAIK LAAAAA.

& thank you athirah for he surprise & cake.
and i know i was being annoying emy. :)

2008-04-14T01:02:00.002+08:00

okay this is super annoying.
first the penalty given to pool & now man u.
okay hang in there,cos with these kind of talents or should i say young talent,
there's always the next season.
& WENGER,invest in new players please.

& so i couldnt find an appropriate word to describe the 20.
thank you ZIE.(& i mean it babe)
& of cos as&oonah for the surprise cake,
& the whole crew wanting to sing the BDAY song for me.
& we skip halfway while watching "Cassandra dream".
too draggy laaaaa.

& yes i'm too lazy to upload the pics.
till next time. :)

2008-04-10T12:28:00.003+08:00

"wei,even though Arsenal lost & MAN U is going to win the title,it's still ur birthday,so happy birthday syaz!" :)

(courtesy of WAN belo)

ohh thanx ehhhhh.

& thank you izzyyyyy.

YES,i love you but i hate POOL. HAH.

and oh hello TWENTY! :)

2008-04-06T02:08:00.002+08:00

i wanna post something here.
but i have no idea what to write about.

cos today i went to work,head home & then head out again to watch mehmeh match only know they cancel it due to the rain.
& then we went to some bike shop & watch soccer at some kopitiam&slack somewhr for a while.

oh yar,i have such a boring life!
lets read "the almond" NOW!

2008-04-04T23:11:00.003+08:00

i watched my first ever takraw match just now & realized it's pretty exciting like soccer & touch rugby BUTTTT it's hard to keep up with the score or maybe i just didnt realize.

ohh & talking about soccer reminds me of arsenal which lead to reminding me of their recent match with liverpool in which they should have won if a penalty(HELLO REF!,you witness the whole entire thing & yet nothing was given. WTFFF!) was given & if BENDTNER didnt block my fabregas shot. But i wanna give credit to Walcott,for he's improving like super fast. Don't you guys realize he always make an impact?

and persie's injured again,so tell me, wats new?
now we need an away goal at anfield w/o persie & with ade.
& finally ade scored with a header thus prove that its not about his hair people.

other than that,i really have nothing to blog cos my attachment probably starting soon & currently my life revolves around work&training&slacking. And i recently watched 'untraceable' which is pretty okay if you like those suspense type of movie. And i just have to say this,go try the roti john at 89.7 at geylang. super delicious. okay done!

okay nites people,
syazzy working morning tmrw. :)

2008-04-02T00:10:00.004+08:00

he send me to work after msging me,

"okay i go wash my bike now".

he msg me at 2am & meet me rite outside my doorstep to pass me

ramly burger.

he fetch me from training even though he's super tired.

yes,i'm lucky to have you. :)

2008-03-31T03:26:00.004+08:00

i cant stop listening to ''no air''.

"But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe "

oh yes,and i've just completed doing this ting called resume.
and as i wrote down my achievements,
i'm impressed upon what i had achieved in secondary school.
ohhh BARTLEYYYYYYYYY.

but what the heck happened to me now?
i cant even hit a GPA of 3.
so what actually happened?

oh well, lets just say my course isnt my preferred one
& i grew lazy,or LAZIER.

& half the time, i dont even get what my lecturer is talking about.
& throughout the 2 yrs spent,i only truly enjoyed economics,business fundamental & all this business related thing.
anddd ACCOUNTING is LOVE! :)

and its close to 4am now & i'm still wide awake.
& i'm listening to all this mushy mushy songs.
OH HELLOOOOOO!

my bf thinks this is funny, and so is doraemon & hello kitty. :)
and my hair sucks.

i'm seriously having a major hair crisis now.

2008-03-30T14:26:00.004+08:00

i love comebacks.

like the recent holland comeback.

& who could forget the liverpool comeback against AC milan?

andddd........

OHHHH YESSSSSSSSSS.

and with 10 men i tell yo!

& syai,

I TOLD YOU SO! :)

2008-03-29T00:01:00.003+08:00

i explore this street,named siglap road just now.

and siglap centre.

& all the alleys there cos me&elise have nothing better to do.

cos our picnic date got cancelled.

& we walk all the way till kembangan & slack & make stupid faces & take stupid photos.

& elise have such a classic face!

andd you noe this thing called 'vodafone' whre you supposed to get wireless internet?

i'm getting impatient as days go by.

HELLO!, "EH YOU SO SUPER SLOWWWWWW YOU KNOWWWW?"

it seems like i could wait forever for you to load.

cheyyyy,

step i'm having a love crisis like that,

& i dunno why the tune of 'love hurts' in my head.

HAH.

ohh and i want scoopz tmrw please.

and ohhh TWENTY,

i'm not really looking forward to you.

2008-03-27T12:15:00.002+08:00

i haven had a chance to say this,

but M5 concert was exciting!
& adam's super hot even though he wore only plain white tshirt.
& watching it wid your bestie rocks.

and yes,oonah's tummy ache was gone after the concert. :)

& since its thursday,
its slacking at home plus training ltr!

& yes, though Arsenal finally lost after 4 draws,
i say, "lets look forward on SATURDAY!"

2008-03-22T23:15:00.003+08:00

by now,my darling oonah's the first one to turn the big TWENTY.
but its still no difference than 2 yrs ago cos you still need to show your IC when purchasing tobacco. (chey tobacco seyyy)

& cos babe, i be here for you in 10 yrs time or more, even when we're havin babies & by then,we be having TEA together,still watching soccer & arguing about it, and by the ronaldo wont be THAT hot anymore, & we still be together, & you noe, you always have me. :)

& YOU,
i love everything about yesterday.
thanks for being simply amazing.
like REALLY REALLY AMAZINGGGG. :)

2008-03-18T01:59:00.004+08:00

okay so by now,
MAN UNITED is on top & bla bla bla.
the only word i could use to describe arsenal match was HUH?(WTH??)
CLEARLY my beloved was attacking throughout but just could not find the net.
and ALIADIERE??

he's super useless in when he was in ARSENAL.
which remind me "ADEBAYOR goal wasn't an OFFSIDE LA!"
& ARSENAL should at least deserved a penalty on a foul on PERSIE.
& at this important stage,CLICHY have to be injured.
WHY MUST THIS HAPPENED?

ANYWAY,there's still POOL to thrased for the champ league.
although i think TORRES is simply AMAZING.
okay whatever.

anyway's i dunno why i'm bragging about this when my point is pretty simple.
here goes:

HAPPY 6th months sweeetheart! :)

2008-03-14T23:58:00.003+08:00

today work like taik psl Grace like taik.
like seriouslyyyyyy.
you just need to witness the face of practically EVERYONE,to noe that it was a sucky day at work.
and TIME PASSED EVER SO SLOWLY JUST NOW.

but the post-work was pretty goooooooood.
cos i watched this movie,100000BC which was pretty good.
it kinda remind me of LOTR but obvously it cant beat LOTR.
& i had nasi ayam penyet at my fav stall.

& my father's called me for THESE:

:guess who ARSENAL faced next?
-:FENERBACHE ahhhhhh.
:LIVERPOOL ahhhh.
-:CHELSEA lwn FENERBACHE.
:ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

HAHA,my father can be very funny at times. ohhh my father chelsea hardcore fan la btw. CHEYYY,confident only chelsea can win fenerbache when they lost to barnsley. HAH. okay confirm chelsea fans gonna kill me. ANW,i bet you the champion confirm ENGLISH CLUB one! ARSENAL GOOOOO! =)

2008-03-13T15:36:00.003+08:00

oh,HELLO!

it's been raining these past few days & i'm enjoying it,that is if i'm at home so i could lie on my bed while absorbing myself with "my best friend's girl''. But then i wouldnt be able to enjoy it when i end work & its still raining,cos then i would have spent my money while waiting for the rain to stop. Like yesterday,i bought myself a face mask & moisturizer in the process of waiting the rain to stop.

ohhh and result's out. i got mostly B's and 2D's. GPA still mcm taik. Anyway,i'm impressed with the B's that i got cos i was more prepared for the C's & D's. and i'm determined to make my gpa increase by 0.5 at the end of my poly life. Insyallah. :)

and its still raining outside,its like on&off stuff & i feel like sleeping but i cant cos i have training in 2 hrs time. and yesterday, i watched "step up 2".(okay zie&elise,i can watch it again. HAH!) As give it a 1/5. Me and oonah will prob rate it 3/5. So yeah,watch it & rate it. and i'm pretty blessed to have my bf with me, for being so patient like i never could be. :)

and i love this guy,

i mean,what's there not to love about him?

very,very TALENTED. :)

2008-03-10T00:08:00.008+08:00

happy 2nd you tweeny twins!

you noe i love you even if you guys are irritating&annoying most of the times. even if you wake me up in the early morning, even if i were to cane you. even if you guys make me feel so old.

now how i wish i was 2 all over again!

only now i be TWENTY. oh woah,18 yrs GAPPP la seyyyyy!

so you guys better take care of me when i reach way older than you. :)

and i think this yr FA cup is super cool COS,well,just loook at the clubs that's still in it. Cardiff,Barnsley,Portsmouth & dunno wat else. WOAHHHHHH.

2008-03-06T03:39:00.009+08:00

FABREGAS,

thanks for being super AWESOME.

and i knew there was something's special about you.

like FINALLYYY,the goal's in the 85th min.
it was worth watching the match(DUH!) even if i means sleeping for only 2 hrs.

WOAHHHHHHHH!

just take a look at WENGER's face.

or perhaps,take a look at the smile.

he rarely smile,

or like oonah said,he always have this "fart" face look.

like someone just farted like that laaa.HAH.

okay my legs are aching & training's tmrw.
and i'm pretty worried about my SIP now.
i seriously do not want to do it in skol.
& suddenly the OCP seems not bad.
okay maybe i'm just desperate.HAH.
but well just let me get a decent grades for all the crappy papers next wk!

PRETTY PLEASE! :)

2008-03-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

& so just now was rugby training after so long of not training.
& my coach decided that she will focus on FITNESS for the first 3 months.
ohhh the KILLERRRRRRRRR.

okay tiring laaaaaaa.
RUNNINGGGGGGGGG isnt FUN.
and i seriously need to improve on my stamina.
like WOAHHH i feel like i could faint anytime.
it really was that BAD.

but training aside,the rest after that was pretty alrite.
it was quite fun actually.

& ARSENAL against MILAN laterrrrr.
so EXCITINGGGGGGGGGGG!

okay ADEBAYOR,go do your magic later PLEASE! =)

2008-03-02T17:48:00.003+08:00

i never really like BENDTNER but then since he's in Arsenal,
they must be something in him you noe.
and so he prove his worth yesterday.
like WOAHHH!

cos a defeat at home wont be nice.
& yesterday was the black&gold party.
and i'm known as "the schizo''.HAH.
its pretty much dancinggggggg all the way laaa.
& thank you zahidah for the gold eye sparkler & gold eyeliner. :)
&& of cos having your bestfrens wid you just make the whole ting more happening!

2008-02-29T03:29:00.007+08:00

hello big round eyes,

why arent you sleepy rite about now? its close to 4am already laaaa. you noe i'm worried about not having sufficient sleep? and the fact that i'm working tmrw too. and hello to you, lucky i didnt fall asleep during MLS,though i only had 2hrs plus sleep the day before. LUCKY,lucky. and although work was boring just now, LUCKY you didnt just shut down. and somehow i miss swimming&badminton. if only everyday was as AMAZING like that. & the only main event just now was, "EHHH MEHMEH,kay i love you like crazy." & i really,strongly,seriously think that everyone should read 'a thousand splendid suns' cos its just AMAZING & cheers to Athirah for finally completing reading Harry Potter. HAH. & nuraziedah,gd luck for tmrw paper! GIVE ME AN A. :)

&& ZIE, we all suck in badminton-ing laaaaa,but i love you still. :)

2008-02-25T22:29:00.002+08:00

Artificial intelligence is an effort to develop computer based system to behave like humans. Such systems are able to learn natural language, accomplished co-ordinated physical tasks, develop & utiliza a perceptual apparatus which informs their behavior & languages and emulates human expertise in decision making. They are also able to exhibit logic, reasoning, intuition and common sense.

Okay done!
i didnt even need to refer to my notes laaa.
so this whole chunks & a whole lot of others chunks
which i studied for turned out to be useless.

but at least the paper was OKAYYYYYYYYYY. :)
final paper tomorrowww.
oh ya ohhh yeahhhh hoorayyyyyy!

2008-02-23T23:10:00.007+08:00

hello gallas,

i totally feel for you when you cry in the middle of the field.
well, not exactly, but STILL.

just when you thought you conquer all the 3 points,
it was all down to a stupid mistake in which it reduce to a point.
HAIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
heart pain la xiaaaaaaaaa.
esp after what happened to eduardo.

okay i seriously hope he could play again.
if not this season,
then make it next season.

okay done.
on a brighter note,
well they're still leading
okay that's not the point.

this is:

COME JOIN USSSSSSSSSS!

COS IT BE FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

REALLYYYY! :)

2008-02-19T22:58:00.003+08:00

here i am staring onto my laptop,
pretty much blogginggg,
and i have my mls notes beside me
and 'the time traveler's wife' on the opposite side.

oh woahhhh.
the power of DISTRACTIONS peopleeeeeeee.

ohh and here's a miracle(as WAN puts it),
i could ctually do the MRP!
WOWWWWWWWWW!

and now just the memorization part.
(ALOTTTTTTT of that)

& ADAM LEVINE,
HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEE!:)

2008-02-17T19:31:00.002+08:00

so by now i noe, my beloved ARSENAL lost to MAN U.

i tink its the old trafford jinx. but i tell you, it was so disheartening.
3-0 in the first half. HUH?
and terima kasih Wan pasal kau betol punye annoying nak mampos.
he msged me 3 times,

"eh arsenal kala kepe"
"eh 3-0 kepe"
"eh kene red card kepeeee"

oh ya, and oonah called just to irritate me. HAH.

andd ARSENAL have CLICHY,SENDEROS,ROSICKY,PERSIE all injured.
best.

EHH WENGER, YOU PLAY AHHHHH.
YOU GO DEFENCE ABEH ADEBAYOR HELP TO SCORE ONLYYY.

kay dah,
EXAMS in a week time.

2008-02-12T01:14:00.000+08:00

so i screw up PROCOI just now.
so wats new?

and i'll probably screw up basic finance too.
syabas syaz.

but then i was smiling while playing CLUEDO. (=

2008-02-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO bloggy,

okay i'm munching kuih cornflakes while i'm blogging.
i've been having too much CHICKENS this past few days.
First Arnold's with zie,atikah&elise.
Second to POPEYE with kak Nani.
and just now my granny bought me chicken rice.

KAY,NO MORE AYAM PLEASEEEEEEE.

ANW,
i love both OUTINGSSS.
and its sad that ATIKAH is leaving when we just getting to noe each other better.
But its okay, cos ATIKAH so jambu.
kay no link.
and zie goin GENTING!
so EXCITINGGGGGGGG!, i've never been there.
the last time my mum went wid my sis only cos i refused to go anywhre but stay at home den.
ouh, i was 9 then.
KENTAL lorr.

BUT at least i have borders to accompany me for my weekends.
HAH.
and elise too, if she's working.(GET WELL SOOOOOOON BABE)

and i STUDY procoi todayyyy.
HAH.
it seems awhile since i really studied.
but hey, EXAMS in 3 weeks so yeahhhhh,
i dont really have a choice, do I?

2008-02-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

i've had a very slack SUNDAYYYYYYYYY.
although i was pretty determine to make my SUNDAY a fruitful one.
i even wrote down an agenda,

1)revise basic finance
2)do orgcom
3)study others

and i only accomplised the second task.
but the weather's the reason why i fell asleeep anw.
so yeahhhh.
anddd i ate alot laaaaaaaaaaaa.
blame it on SUNDAY,SUNDAYYYYYYYYY!

andd yesterday i feel like i'm in the middle of a WAR while doing the KIDS section.
the next tyme i have kids i promise i'll teach them to put the books back.
or i'll start with my brothers first then. =)

andd i cant wait for TUESDAYYYYYYYYY!

lets have ARNOLD's babeyyyyyy!

2008-01-31T01:09:00.000+08:00

i watch 'Mr Average' just now wid MrBF who didnt realize the show was in french until we catch the movie itself. But its okay cos the show was prettttyyyyyyy okay i guess. Ouh and the gal was prettyyyyyyy hot but the guy was just,well, AVERAGE. Somehow he reminded me of the chelsea player. And yes, since my bf been reminding me that he no longer needs to worry about projects or skol, i rather blog about it so he wont need to remind me again. HAH. Kay right at his moment, i cant wait for graduation. The freedom w/o projects. And i dont noe why i'm bloging when i should be busy doing my report. But then again, i've done my part but i just dont noe if its correct. And i'm pretty RISAU rite now cos i'm so cluelessssssssss. What if Raymond ask me question den i just DIAM. okay now i'm reminded of Zie who keep talking about Angel. MAMPOS. What if Mr Raymond is even worse den that? I couldnt possibly answer him,"Come i explain to you later". That one confirm fail. kay my mind pretty messed up rite now and i need my sleeeep rite now. kay dah, selamat malam kawan-kawan!

P.S: zieeee, now you can stop your RISAU. =)

2008-01-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

monday,TODAY, was the bestest monday i had in a while.

skol's was pretty slack.

or should i say VERY? HAH.

i practically went to skol for a 5min interview,30min quiz with 3 hours break in btwn, followed by doing nothing except for knowing my quiz result.

and ORGcom nearly done & so is MIO.

& so i'm left wid MODsim & 2 papers before HOLIDAYSSSSS.

and it was BESTies session just now. we went to MARINA where we witness a Minah arguing wid someone totally kental. so macam secondary skol style laaaaaaaaaa. HAH. somehow it just reminded me of those Bartley days.

then we watch '27 dresses' where as&oo claimed is
draggy && the only reason they are able to tolerate it is due
to JAMES MARSDEN. he look abit like adam brody, don't you tink so? and YES,he's the guy who play in X-MEN lorrrrrrr.

&& we end the day wid a raspberry cheesecake &&& my skin's pretty burned up from saturday's RSN.

ohh we won CHAMPION btw. (=

2008-01-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

now that IVP is OVER,its time i hit on the books.
i'm so behind in everything and i have this HUGE fear that i will have to repeat some modules.(ISOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
andd i feel i'm so behind that i feel like dumb but i noe i'm not DUMB.
andd i do not wanna repeat ANY modules.
PLEASE.

oh and btw we clinch 2nd place.
NTU won 1st.
KUDOS to them for winning it 6 times running.

and i'm gonna miss those seniors who are gonna graduate soon. (YES SUPIAHHHHH!)
it be weird w/o you guys.
tapi takpe,there's still RSN and the IVP party to look forward to.

and i need to go OUT soon.
like shopping.
it feels so long that i've been to marina/town or anywhere.
yes,very KENTAL,i noe.

kay bye,
back to SLEEP. =)

andd i'm trying to relax although i noe there's still 4 projs awaits me.

2008-01-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

okay before i start on my oh-so-many projects,
i just have to blog about this.

we're on our wayyyyyyyyyyy to the finals babey!
i mean,

our finals this saturday.(=

gooooooooo TPiranhas!

kay back to PROJECTS.

2008-01-11T12:10:00.000+08:00

you noe wat makes you feel like super shitty?

to noe that you did pass your term tests but den knowing all your classmates gets like wayyyyyyy higher than you.

but hey, i did study larr but i'm just not as bright as these people you see. kay i'm just trying to console myself lar
and at the rate i'm goin i really wont be surprised if i achieved a GPA of 2.(like shit shitty)

anyway anyway, the next match is less than 6 hours.
SMILE babey-cos we gonna put up a superduper good fight till they gonna clash each other during defence and one of them felt to the ground and then we scoreeee!

kay i'm just imagining.
andd i'm gonna pee before the match.
the last match i tahan for 40 mins xiaaa

YES,
i dunno why but i have the strong urge to pee wen i get nervous/excited.
andd everytime wen we review the video back,
i just realized i super dark already.
ahhhhhhhh fair&lovely doesnt work larrrrrr.

andd i need facial! (ELISE!!!!!!!)
kay dah.
i need to bathe cos elise say i look ugly rite now.
and i'm oooohhhhhh diner dash so gerek larrr.(AINIIIII!)

"and cos i'll love you still even if you're darker wid no hair".

2008-01-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

I wanna have a remote control where i could control every single thing.

Play,rewind,forward and STOP.

and tmrw marks the first IVP.
ooooohhhhhhh let's emerge as winner Tpiranhas! (=

2008-01-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

so i finally complete my 782 words of essay.

& now i'm left wid 2 more untouched proj.
baik ahhh.
lunch-ing wid hamsin,elise&zie was great
& so was training.
basic finance wasnt even close to gerek-ness,
i actually slept while she was explaining.

kay that wasnt really me, REALLY.

just TWO more trainings & den begins the IVP

i'm freaking excited&nervous at the same time.

there's just so many "What if's?" in my mind.

i noe,

i REALLY should relax & not worry too much.

(thanx izzy & for remembering my name 'Syazwana' ehh)

Alrite,i'm off to watch Criminal Minds.

Goodnites! =)

2007-12-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

ehhhhhhhhh

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU!

okay so it will officially begins in 2 hrs time.
and i dont noe whr to begin

so 2007 has been GREAT.
and while i'm typling this, i actually do recall doing the same thing last yr.
OH how time flies.

2007 was the yr where i learnt to appreciate the people around me better. It made me realize that although i dont meet my besties as often, they still be the first ting that struck my mind wen i have a problems, or wen i'm dying to tell something important to. I'm sure these special people noe who dere are.

2007 was my first time of being in the POL-ITE team & clinching the first ever gold for touch.
and of cos the gerek frens i made in touch make it even more meaningful.

2007 was also mine first time of switching job andd so far it's ben great. Especially the frens i made.(HELLO new frens!)

andd so of cos for 2008,
i wanna have more time for myself.
more gossip sessions wid besties.
more slacking wid elise,wan,zie,athirah,hamsin
more lunch-ing wid aini,the 2 syai's
and holidayssss.

and YES fiqah, i try to make myself free ASAP.
andddd emy, you better stick wid me for another yr, or more, or forever. (=

2007-12-30T03:25:00.001+08:00

Mine Saturday was well-spent.
rugby-ing in the morning,lunch-ing wid family,work-ing in the eve & mustafa-ing at nite.
i'm super sleepy but somehow i cant sleep, as i have 7383030 thoughts in my mind.

And it seems impossible for me to focus at a single task as i'm so easily distracted.
which seems so true, in other aspects as well...................

and so pardon me if mine entry seems meaningless cos the main pt is i just finished watching ARSENAL won 4-1. (=

2007-12-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

i'm trying to salvage my nearly dying blog. HAH.

And so the HOLIDAYS are coming to an end.
okay wait,
my definition of holidays used to be the long hours of sleeping,watching tv & indulge myself in a couple of novels.
NOW it seems that my holidays are packed with work,rugby & projects(okay i haven even touch 2 projs)

anddd i'm superdupersuperduper excited for IVP.
although it means more trainings(4 days a wk)
and clocking in 25hrs per wk for work,
and completing projs,
i still want to be optimistic.

i wanna achieve this.
no, i NEED to achive this.

andd HOHOHOHO,
i wanna go Maroooon5 concert lar xiaaaaaa.
REALLY.
SERIOUS. =)

2007-11-15T14:52:00.000+08:00

I'm super thankful that someone actually did find my wallet back.
even though the money's gone & i have to do new ez link & NETS,
i'm just glad i found my wallet back. (=

Kay please stop being careless SYAZZZZZZZ.

and just wen i thought of giving up,
i'm glad that there's someone who's behind me & maybe's all i actually need is some words of encouragement.

ahh yes, rugby's ltr & i know,
i ought to PERFORM.

2007-11-05T10:09:00.000+08:00

My weekends were spent catching up on alot alot of sleep.
I think Arsenal rawks.
And so does fabregas.
I ought to get a new pair of Keds.
And alot alot of tops.
And my olay pay comin sooooooon.
And i'm super hungry now.
And my bf really rawks. =)
And "the game plan" really nice.
Kay bye.

2007-11-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

"OH HELLO,i'm SYAZ".

kay merepek.
that's just how merepek my lecturer is.
and we prob spent 2 hrs on just that.

abeh he super biadab critisize our course.
like wat you tink your job scope is?

which makes me think i haven really thoroughly thought bout it YET.

and yest my basic finance teacher lagi POWER.
she super kelakar la(or she think she is) and wateva she talks about sometimes no link about Balance Sheet at ALL.
the only best thing is ending early.
but at least there's yana&michelle(hello new frens!)

and now my merepek lecturer is bragging bout his masters.
wat a loonnnnggggggggggggggg day xiaaaaaaaaaaaa.

kay at least there's rugby ltr. (=

"i didnt meant to fall in love with you but i did and you didnt meant to love me back, but i know you did".

2007-10-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

ULCERS are freaking pain larrr.
then my sis say i semangat wen i bought myself a bonjela.
(hello, i want it to heal or be gone super fast)

anyway,my timetable suck.
and so is the whole skol system.
but i should at least be thankful that i was super lucky to get basic finance as my cds.(i dunno wat the heck its about)

and i hope arsenal thrashed pool ltr on just the way they did last season. =)

Ohh and since everyone's putting raye pics,come i show off our raye pics too.
HAH.

we capture 64 pics at athirah place only.

and the battery just had to die after that.

so,

moral of the story=charged camera fully b4 leaving your house.

and i'm off to meeting my colleague to indulge ourselves in the tastiest nasi ayam penyet. (=

2007-10-18T13:42:00.000+08:00

Today i so SEMANGAT thinking of transfering the rayer pics on my comp to realize i don have the wire.

and den i tot of yesterday wen i wanted to clear the plate at zie's place & mistaken the rice bin for the rubbish bin. HAHA.

zie's sis so cute & so is thirah's nephew.

her hair so curly & she so quiet unlike my bro whose hobby includes pulling my hair & chasing birds/cats/dogs.

but i love them anyway.

which then led me thinking of yesterday outing in which we eat alot-almost at every place & the distance we walk in heels. MAMPOS.

I hate to wear heels. Kay next tyme i want to wear keds shoe rather than heels.

Then confirm i'll get all the weird stares from makcik2&minah2.
oh and timetable's out & i so not looking forward to skol.

I end at 7 on monday&8 on thurs.(like WTH)

I want more holidays larrr(kay 2 mths is consider long but i want longggerrrrr)

kay i will post the raye pics soon once i can find the wire or other alternative. =)

2007-10-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

It was the only place I'd never known.
Turned off the light on my way out the door.
I will be watching wherever you go,
through the eyes of a fly on the wall.
You have been followed back to the same place I sat with you drink for drink.
Take the pain out of love and then love won't exist.

and i've been listening to this song for the 4568862 times.
yest was dinner wid ast&oonah b4 meeting wan&ham to bazar-just to find 'capal' for ham.
and i dunno why it's so hard for him to decide wen all of them look similar-minus the color larr.
oooh and i don't really enjoy goin to bazar cos it's hot & packed.
and before that i manage to find myself a black clutch for raya with the help of Aini who's a 1000 plus richer since she gets her pay.
okay i so envy her cos my pay never reaches that much & since i'm only working once a wk.
BEST.

and i got time to blog now cos i've just finished cleaning up the house.
and my room now is less dustier & messier-or shld i say NONE.
and so raye's in 2 days time & yess that someone's bdae in 4 days time. =)

and just cos i miss you pretty people larrr. (=

2007-10-06T23:33:00.001+08:00

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

so i haven been updating for 2 months plus cos i've been super hectic. Ooooh Raya's coming soon. And me,wan & athirah so semangat that we've booked the date already. =)

andd skol's opening in 2 wks time && WORK sux.

and i've change my skin cos i've got nothing better to do & i lost the links.
SYAZ best.

and this sound a bit gay but i cant get aly&Aj song out of my mind.
elise, DL for me please? =)

andd why is it always that wen i'm online, ready to send the pics, zie&elise&oo isnt online?

kay best.
next tyme perhaps.

GOODNITE pretty pretty people!

2007-08-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

I should have known, I SHOULD!

okay so i'm super DUMB for not able to do the last DECAN QUES plus the first one.
So 2 ques gone=30 plus or more. =(
and i'm still thinking about it cos i DID study hard for it yet due to my dumbness i didnt able to do it cos i'm dumb & the ques was actually easy.

okay okay okay so DECAN suck.
and i don wanna take supp paper larrrrrrrrr.

2007-08-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

I'm freaking bored.
I just completed my psychology online quiz.
I spent my SATURDAY at home larrrr.
I LOVE my mum cos she wanna top up a bit for the new phone that i'm gonna get. =)
I LOVE my adorable twin bros for just spending the SATURDAY with me. (read:he listen to my mp3 & laugh while watching Mr BEAN)
I LOVE the random movie date with wan&elise.(RH3=hilarious)
I haven started on DECAN yet.
I miss astrid&oonah.
I'm hooked to Maroon5-wake up call.
I ought to stop & go do something.

"the more i learn, the more i love."

2007-08-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

LOCATION= Free Access lab

Okay i'm super bored while completing MI proj.

andd i was suppose to meet Athirah at 10 but i woke up at 10.30 instead but luckily athirah was just as late. =)

Anyways,

"License to wed" was pretty hilarious.

andd mandy moore so pwetty lar kan.

it's those romantic comedy whr you just keep giggling away-

well at least i did.

andd i had my b&j strawberry cheesecake yest plus slacking at VIVO for a while plus looking at colourful cable car.

YES.
After much staring onto it, i realized it actually changes colour.

andd GET WELL SOOON YOUUUU. (=

2007-08-13T11:45:00.000+08:00

PMI presentation done.

And syaz BEST.
Anyhow answer question only.
I doubt my lecturer even noe wat i was talking about ler.
But its OKAY cos its over anyway.

And i LOVE yesterday.
Yesterday was spent slacking/completing project at starbucks compass.
And off to buy 4D for athirah cousin larr.
And the queue super long like donut factory lar-except it's way fast moving than donut factory for SURE.
And then we semangat borrow magazine at library cos we haven had better things do do.
(read:EXAMS in a wk plus)

And i cant wait for tmrw free movie treat.
I'm glad i got LUCKY & won the free tix. =)
And i'm craving for strawberry cheesecake from B&J.

ANDDDDD ARSENAL won yesterday with goals from PERSIE&HLEB. =)
okayy shout "YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY".

2007-08-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

2007-08-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

now tell me,

who actually care about process management?
like implement on ideas to improve the process?
like knowing every single steps of it?
like knowing on what to improve at every single steps?

ARGGGGGHHHHHH.
I really dont give a heck.
and it doesnt help that i never see marzuki since the new sem begins.

ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i really hate this SHIT.
DECAN quiz tmrw.
andd phycho on sat. =(

2007-08-01T11:33:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY was spend with 8 hrs working, 3 hrs sleeping, 2 hrs of studying and most of it engross in reading POTTER. =)

And Ms Chia(my sec 2 teacher) remembers me!
She was like, "Syazwana right?"
super kewl larr.

okay okay,
this is a just a random post cos i'm super bored finishing up my PMI report which is due in another 48hrs. Oh SHITSHITSHIT. Okay bye.

2007-07-29T02:41:00.000+08:00

YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
CHAMPIONS.
how AMAZING.

all the trainings are worth it and i've learn ALOT ALOT.

no more not eating b4 POL-ITE just so i could squeeze into my jersey.
no more seeing my POOH stomach in the tight jersey.

now back to projects and exams comin. =(

and happy 19teen zie!
make you sure skip work on thurs.

2007-07-23T12:00:00.000+08:00

i'm not dead yet.
so don worry. =)

i got stomach cramp plus stupid runny nose and feelin feverish.
andd POL-ITE begins today.
i'm freaking nervous like really really nervous.
okay syazwana, better not make any mistake.-and i cant afford to

and my jersey is super freaking tight.
i cant even breathe lar.
but its okay, cos the main focus is WINNING-against nyp today.

oooh.
and i LOVE 20 JULY 2007.
our most random date.
the dat we(elise&zie) went cycling andd watch the sun set together.

and YES zie, i get all your hints already. (=

2007-07-15T03:56:00.000+08:00

SO i managed to catch up wid ron weasley yesterday,(HAH!)
andd HARRY POTTER was pretty kewl. =)

andd i had the lepaking session wid as & zah joined in ltr.
and like always,
there's always 8702823892 stuffs to talk about.

andd i must get sure i get my new boots tmrw.
okay i cannot cerewet already.

and there's TONS to be done.(read:PROJECTS)
SHIT.
(PMI,MKT,OB,PHYSCHO,DECAN)

and i just received an email-"Your presentation will be at...."
like shit.

i haven prepared larrr.

i dunno if i can pull through these,
but i make sure i WILL PULL through this crap.

"I see all that you want to be
Look into your soul
Looking right back at me
I want to learn you inside out"

andd i miss my straight fringe.
okayy random.

and i could hardly wait for POTTER latest boook. =)

2007-07-11T11:38:00.000+08:00

Okay best.
my boot just have to PECAH at this very moment.
Like CB.

on the lighter note,
i don't have to commit myself this sunday. =)

2007-07-09T16:07:00.000+08:00

I just have 1 freaking hr of sleeep.

DECAN is useless cos i'm freaking lazy to do anything at ALL.
not even copying down the answer.

and at this very moment,
i really wish i could vanished somewhere.
cos at this point of tyme,
i noe i wont be getting anywhr near my 'dream' gpa.

and i hate the fact that i'm freaking broke & there's an offer on keds shoe. =(

2007-07-09T00:33:00.000+08:00

And so we finally hang out.
From bugis to esplanade and we camwhore like GILE.
andd we went to PENNI too.
fav line: Skinnies anyone?

and zie,u look hot in the white skinny. (=

2 weeks=project submission
2 weeks=POL-ITE

just freaking 2 weeks!

2007-07-03T12:28:00.000+08:00

Tak update blog? (:

Okay here goes:

i haven been updating my blog cos i've been super busy. REALLY.
Skol+work+rugby is taking most of my tyme.

And i've been working HARD to prove myself wrong in certain aspect.
Ouh, and i did pass my term test.
I did okay but i rather not see any 'F' at all. (read:PMI)

And the projects are all comin in like nobody's business.
PMI+MKI+DECAN+OB and exam's like in a month tyme.

But i just have to pull through all this crap well enough to actually get at least a B. And i'm only looking forward to MKI project among the rest.
(read:Arnold)

Ooooh andd TRANSFORMER's like super duper kewl.
REALLY. (read:Shia LaBeouf)

ANdd sumpah i cant wait for HARRY POTTER lar. (read:Ron Weasley)
andd the latest edition of the book as well.

Okay i miss astrid&oonah.
ANd like after 2 wks plus, i've finally hanged out wid ZIE.
Make it Sunday, elise dear. =)

Okayy consider this as achievement-not skipping any lectures for 3hrs straight.

Okay bye bye bye.

"Don't close your eyes
You need to see it all
It's no surprise that they break you down
Least they won't give you up."

2007-06-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

Objective="BONDING"
And so the objective of the rugby camp was met.

The freshies camp was superb. I never thought i will enjoy as much as i did. I thought for sure i wouldnt be able to communicate with some of the freshies. But i was wrong. There was alot of crappiness. And sumpah there was this 2 gals who look alike. And i keep mixing up their names. Okay so i keep mixing up everyone's names. It was like, "hey black shirt" instead. But at the end of the day i actually remembered most of their names.

And then there was the juniors/senior camp. From joggin to captain ball to soccer to training to late nite "bluff" and to the match against SRC guys(i actually scratch on one of the guys) and to the bombardment session. It was super tiring but enjoyable. Minus the fact to those who cry during the bombardment session.

I cant believe i'm bloggin when i actually shld finish up my project.
Oh SHIT, and Henry leaving Arsenal.
i actually saw that coming.
BUT there's still Fabregas & Persie.

Okay Wenger, go buy a reliable striker please.

2007-06-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

HOO-RAY!

for all the 5 quizes i've completed and the commercial we shot. Now i'm left with PMGINT. So wat's new ahh. And i cant wait for my group's commercial. It's pretty funny and kinda exxagerating in a way. But hey, it's suppose to be exxagerating also ler.

And currently i've been hooked to Gilmore Girls for now. Oh i used to love that show as much as i'm crazy about Grey's anatomy. But then again, i've prob hooked to Milo Ventimiglia. And yes, he's on Heroes as well. As well on fergie's music video. =)

And i'm hooked onto icky thump-the white stripe.

"Icky thump, with the lump
In my throat
Grab my coat
And now it's reckon
I was ready to go"

And rugby's will be occupying me for the next 4 days straight.
Hur Hur.

2007-06-17T15:14:00.000+08:00

So i quit the waitress-ing job. Now i dont have to listen to my mum,granny and granpa nag already. If not, it be like, "Want so much money for what?" or "How to cope wid studies?". Okay so the bottomline is- they DO care about me. Everything's pwetty smoooth minus projects and rugby. I haven started on PMGINT yet. And PHYCHO on the way. And i suck at rugby. I was totally blur at training the other tyme. I need to buck up. And work's okay i guess. Only that i have to face annoying customer. Anddd i said fuck the other time. Okay shittt. Lucky she never complain. and yest was jamie's 19teen bdae. It was great. And of cos if you put ex-bartleyans together, that's all we talk abt- plus everything else. And we did alot of BITCH-ing i must say. And fav word of the day-"KI-MAK". Okay it's so MAT and the ting is they're chinese. And the first thing i said to oonah when i met her, "Oonah, wat did we buy for Oonah gift?" Best. SYAZ=BLUR. Okay enough said. Ooh, and i heard Fantastic 4's pretty gd. I'm so gonna watch it. And i don't care if it's next wk or the wk after.*hint hint*

2007-06-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

dearest bloggy,

ouh so dont you worry, just cos i've been bz i still haven abandon you. So GDBYE term tests and HELLO to the 638202 assignments. So term test was alrite. And i've watch shrek3 and i gotten the Keds shoe. Other than that, its pretty much working. And i haven touch on any assignments yet. I don want this tyme to be like last semester, whr everybody have done theirs while i'm still rushing onto it.Their reaction,"Walau, u still haven do huh?". Okay i'm a slacker lar people but i'm gonna change. Phycho,Pmgint,OB:here i COME! okay like real. And i've enrol on the 2nd attemp for BTT. ouh, and choose ur fav joke of the day. 1)"HELLO Ganesan!"(okay so that wasnt his name. Lucky he didnt hear) 2) While squeezing my lemon onto my fish, my lemon 'flew' away.(2 guys witnessed this and were laughing) I'm so lame lar. And super clumsy. I drop so many stuffs just now. And as spent like 100 plus today on shopping.*envy* I must wait for like dunno how long till i can spent 100 plus a day. okay so my fav complaint now is,"i not pretty xia","i so fattt","i wanna be skinny lar". okay sorry to my frens who have to hear this 2789302 a day. Plus "my hair sux". Okay and msn sux. I dunno why i cannot log in. CCB. And i bought a padding for nothing. I swore it was very loose yest but den today it fits alrite. Okay as say i'm absent-minded. okay maybe i am. I drop keys,earings,clips just now while browsing. okay seriously, wats wrong wid me? And to top things of, i'm pretty pissed. P.P?? HELLO! wat's that suppose to mean?

okay dah.
i wanna go do something useful.
do define useful.
ouh and i miss zie&elise&athirah.
and i love neena.(u happy now?)

okay bye.

2007-05-31T23:03:00.000+08:00

1) Hamsin hates takin picture.
2)Elise is my most CUTEST fren.
3)Hamsin so shyyy.
4)my best poly buddies.(and that include you,athirah. =)

okay i'm just blogging cos i'm bored.
and POTC was okay okay.
i managed to catch it with oonah.
from switching seats to confirming whether we're at the rite cinema.
typical US i must say. HAH!

i prefer the previous one though.
one reason to watch it-ORLANDO BLOOM.

now it's time to hit HARD on accounting.

goodnite pretty pretty people. =)

2007-05-27T19:25:00.000+08:00

i'm freaking bored.
there's this heroes marathon just now and i basically absorb myself on it.
i haven been studying,
AND it's SUNDAY.

and i'm pissed cos i cant seem to find my usb.
i had wanted to transfer some pics.
but then my uncle seems to put it elsewhre.

Work yesterday was well-ANNOYING.
fav quest of the day,"miss,this one got discount not?"
okay seriously, i wanna record my ans and playback.
super IRRITATING ahhhh.

andd i saw my 5N1 graduation clip just now on as profile.
and all those memories whirl into my mind.
those study session+bitchin session+toilet session...
plus our fav LJS hangout
as well as the conflicts we used to have.
andd how as, oo and i grew closer together.

awwww..i miss everyone.

"Let's play scissors,paper,stone again. Only this time i be the winner.=)"

2007-05-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

i'm super bored at home.
i'm suppose to be studying but i'm bloggin instead.
my attempt to understand decan failed.
and the worse ting is everybody keeps saying,"decan easy lar..".
RP's is super BIG-like EXPO.
if only their field was BETTER.-scoring on a muddy field isnt great.
it STINKS.
yest system sux. we're suppose to get 3rd!
now tell me, how can the team we beat get 3rd?
i just find out where HABIBE foodcourt is.
even though i'm not from Bedok South, i'm beginning to noe more about cikgu salmah-thnx to syai,aini,yam & supi.
thank god my malay teacher last tyme wasnt like her.
ooooh, chelsea won the FA cup.
i miss astrid and oonah.
and also my spidey buddy-aza.
i've got 3 projects that i've yet to touched.
i'm craving for cookies & cream ice cream.
i've been listening to "whistle for the choir" 178293820 times a day.
elise is my comp mechanic-she fixes mp3.(my life saviour)
athirah's 18th bdae is tmrw.
i dread mondays-skol start at 8am.
my bank is depleting very fast.
i wanna work whr the pay is $6.50 per hr.
and i still haven get my grey jeans.
i ought to stop & get back to studying.

2007-05-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

So if you're crazy I don't care you amaze me
Oh your a stupid girl, oh me, oh my, you talk
I die, you smile, you laugh, I cry
And only, a girl like you could be lonely
And it's a crying shame, if you would think the same
A boy like me's just irresistible

So if your lonely, why'd you say you're not lonely
Oh your a silly girl, I know I hurt it so
It's just like you to come and go
And know me, no you don't even know me
Your so sweet to try oh my, you caught my eye
A girl like you's just irresistible

My current addiction. =)

2007-05-15T15:12:00.000+08:00

okay i've read something that actually pisses me off.

like REALLY,REALLY.

okay i wanna be a loner already.

no more social life.

and YES, i do hate the feeling of insecurity.

okay bye.

p.s.:sorry athirah, it really wasnt intentional. =)

2007-05-13T17:02:00.000+08:00

okay shit.

my mp3 spoilt.
and it's the same exact problem again-
whr i cant find any songs onto it.

now how am i suppose to survive the bus journey w/o music?

well at least i had my radio the other time.

okay i'm depressed already.

and the best thing is i misplace my warranty card.

okay mum dearest,
lets go find my warranty card on mother's day.
and have i mentioned,"I love you"?
and i promised to be a gd daughter. =)

P.S.:any extra mp3 anyone?..

2007-05-13T02:02:00.000+08:00

PHEW!

and finally i had the chance to actually entertain my comp.
this wk had been pretty hectic-excluding the lectures that i've skipped.HAH!

i have yet to start on 3 projects and some of the assignments.
oooh..and mother's day fast approaching!
and so is my mum's bdae..
and i've yet to find a perfect gift. =)

oooh..and syai bought me a rugby ball for my belated bdae.
simply UNEXPECTED.
but i LOVE it anyway.
and it actually comes in handy during DECAN whr me & Wan actually improve on our passing skills.

hello dunlop!

Oooh and i'm gonna take my BTT this tues.
plus zie's already gonna kill me if i failed.
let's all together hope this won't happen-
for my tutor has already put in an effort. =)

P.s.:i'm currently in LOVE with the grey mango jeans.

2007-05-06T03:19:00.000+08:00

And so As finally turned 19teen =)

so we slack at marina followed by esplanade with a slice of blueberry cake in hand.
ouh,
And i was so confident when i placed the candle on the cake-
only to realize that i had put it the other way round.*pat on the back*

AND i couldnt help but laugh at my dumbness.
So did oonah.HAH!

come to think of it, today was kind of my Gundu-NESS day.
I was super BLUR like sotong-prob due to my lack of sleeep.
AND work's was tiring & boring.

AND tmrw awaits for something else which i have yet to plan. =)

2007-05-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

Today was pretty boring.
Lectures, lectures and then phychology tutorial.
I nearly doze off durin accounting lect but luckily yee ying choc's help keeps me awake.

And during phychology, i couldnt help but feel a bit regretful for choosing it as my cds.

Firstly, i'm completely lost.
Secondly,i haven even attended one of the lectures.
Thirdly, i think i'm dumb when the lecturer start her lesson.

Ok so i'm just completely LOST.
ouh,
and it's such a small world wen i realize my groupmate is a fren of mine fren. HAH!

ouh,
and i'm so dumb for not bringin at least a big bag to stuff in all my new books.
OK so i didnt actually noe that i be getting all my books today.
and so i was carrying 3 super thick txbks with wan helpin me carry the most lightest one of all.

BUTTT,
luckily i saw my fren who lives just beside my block.
and he actually didnt mind helping me. =)
ok so i still do owe him a roti prata.

SOOOOON lar...

And to top all that,

POOL won!

i'm just ecstastic that chelsea didnt win.

ok so before i began blabbering some nonsensical stuff,
i'm off now.

And i LOVE wednesdays cos of idol & heroes.

okay bye.

2007-04-29T02:21:00.000+08:00

so i've officially spent 6 hrs staight staring onto my comp.
it just shows how much i've missed my deary comp.

so skol's in session and it's been a boredom.
maybe i'm still in the holiday mood.

process management/marketing/decan/OB=boredom.

seriously,
and i'm glad i only skip one lecture for the whole wk.

and the firz wk has already been hectic for me.
probably cos of rugby and working.

And my classmates has already grouped themselves up for projects.
BEST larrr...

cannot slack already uh..
nevermine,

i got athira with me.
and Wan.

and i had the most tiring rugby training on thurs.
prob cos it's been a while since i really sweat it out.

and it was marli's bdae too.
so we kind of sabo her by pouring flour and water onto her.HEH!

before sabo-ing,

the outcome.

oohhh!
and some random pics..

plus my darling elise look super cute with her new fringe! =)

ok i'm super tired already,

5 hrs of sleep is not sufficient.

nitey!

2007-04-17T18:28:00.000+08:00

so before i even had a chance to kill the apek,he finally return it to me.
but wait a minute,

there's a catch.
it still cant be used.
CCB.

I'm super pissed.
ok elise,
let's go buy a parang!..HAH!

so the weekends wasnt entirely AWESOME.
I wasn't feeling pretty well.
Fever,running nose,headache and super bad cough.
I had the intention to skip work on sunday but then they were short of staff so i really had no choice.

So i was blowing my nose & doin cashier at the same time.
And wen i couldn't stand it anymore, i told my manager that i really had to leave.

And then i spent the entire day lying down in bed with a box of tissue and a plastic bag beside me.

Super pathetic, i noe.

And wen i ran out of tissue,

"Adik,pleaseee take for me tissue".

HAHA!

it's only wen i'm super sick that she actually bother.

ouh and the only thing that keeps me awake for an hour plus is watching Arsenal match and that FABREGAS goal.

I actually told my granny before that,
"Nanti Fabregas score nanti i baik!"

Chey likereal!
padehal my fever only went down after eating 8 panadols.

HUR HUR.

2007-04-12T17:40:00.000+08:00

ok,so my comp still haven recover and i really gonna kill that computer man sooooon.

And i'm actually stuck in skol now so i might as well use the precious time to blog.
Ouh and there's suppose to be rugby training but den they cancel it-
plus i only find out once i reach skol.Hur hur!

Well i'm officially 19teen now.
And my frens were simply AMAZING. =)

Those walking at town+goin ecp+polar choc bdae cake+bowling+camwhoring=AMAZING-ness.

plus the SURPRISE from zie,elise,wan and hamsin.HAH!

I simply didnt expect it.
That day i experience a turmoil of emotion.
ok, i admit i'm sooo sensitive.

But hey,all the plan seems to be backfired.
Especially wan!

he was like,"syaz,aku kat luar ngn sumone uh..krng go ahead uh!"
i was sooooo pissed.
half of me wanted to stay at home.
but den hamsin was like,"kluar ngn aku aje uh!"

And so i did.
From parkway mac to east coast mac,
And they making me pissed again when they decided to go parkway again-

only for me to find out ballooons on a table and a "SURPRISE" from zie & elise.
that's reallly sweeeeet. =)

And a nutella cake awaits me.

And my manager surprise me with a choc cake too just now.

Thnx for sharing the 19teen with me.
now twenty awaits me.

p.s.:i update more pics once my comp is given the thumbs up! =)

2007-03-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO =)

And forgive me for not updating for super loooong.
I'm been super hectic with work.
And my comp's down so that explains my absence.

Anyway, everyting's been pretty ok except for the fact that i miss my poly frens like crazyy.(zie,elise,wan,hamsin,athirah)

ouh, and i managed to pass my exams-with crappy grades.(mostly C's)

my dearest oonah is turning NINETEEN sooon.
and me & ast managed to find a perfect gift for her just now.
we went all the way to queensway to get it.
hopefully, she like it. =)

Ok i really cant tink rite now.

TOODLES.

2007-02-18T17:07:00.000+08:00

I'm sooooo screwed.
Exms in 6 days time.

SHITTTTTT.

and i'm so unprepared.
i've been slacking too much.

OK bye.

Time to wake myself up to reality.

2007-02-05T15:15:00.000+08:00

Pardon me for not being able to update on my super hectic life.

YES!

it's becoming more hectic with projects,assignments & presentation.
and math exam is in another 18 days!

I'm actually multi tasking while doin my comp prog shit.
Ok,i'm not actually doin it.
I'm just waiting for a friend to pass me the corrected version.

SWEEEEET.

and V-day's coming sooon.
everyone been talking bout IT.

i want the cute pink teddy bear from hallmark anyone?? =)
HAHA!

Ok i'm crapping!

and YES
i have lots of pics that i will post soooon.

2007-01-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO! =)

Thank GOD for actually giving me some knowledge of attempting the comp prog lab.
So i didnt manage to execute the programme, but heck i actually did it on my own for the very first time.

And i'll be proud even if i screwed up. Seriously!

This week has been hectic.
Projects,assignments and revision.
One more mth till exam.
And i have already started making plans for the upcomin holidays.

And as for rugby,
I'm gonna try my very best not to skip any more trainings.
I actually suck durin the last training.HAIZ.

Anyway anyway,
today was FABULOUS.
i had my fringe straighten and then there was this lady whose hair was wrapped with aluminium foil all over her hair.
She was obviously gettin her hair curled or somethin.
The result of her hair was not that curly with only a very very bit of curl.
It's pretty hilarious.
Me,zie and elise were all high after that.
We were laughin non-stop at mac.
High FRIDAY i must say.

There's nothing like having a great companion wen u're all messed up.

And this is what we're always do when we're at our favourite place.

camwhorin!
camwhorin!

And YES, it's our pleasure to smile.

Till we finally had enough.

Well,
i cant hardly wait for tmrw!

and we all noe why, don't we? =)

2007-01-22T10:07:00.000+08:00

I'm feelin fcukin sick.
I've been vomitting since last nite and i would have skipped school if not for my comp prog test.

And to tink i woke up early today for a 15 min leson.
WTH!
And my next class starts in an hr time.

GOSH!
i simply hate mondays cos its always dull.

the only consolation i have for today is the fact that Arsenal thrash Man u.

WOOHOOO!

i could imagine oonah,wan & hamsin look of envy now.HAH!

Ok i wont go into details,
back to comp prog!

HAPPY MONDAY BLUE PEOPLE! =)

2007-01-21T15:24:00.000+08:00

i've got my comp prog test tmrw and i still haven even began revising yet.
and i'm super nervous about the lab test that i'll be havin on friday.
simply becos i noe nothing abt it.
SERIOUSLY.

i'm so screwed up.
PLEASE let some miracle happen.

And when i woke up in the morning, i felt gd.
The conversation i had the previous night still lingers in my mind.

And only on wed will i be able to slack the pwetty ones.

Alrite,
comp prog, here i come!

happy sunday pple! =)

2007-01-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

So today the only reason i attended skol was due to the engineering show that they were organising.
And i'm suppose to be urshering people.
But luckily Duane was kind enough to swap position with me and let me be the the so-called receptionist.

I tink i did practically nothing but sit down while earning SEAL pt. =)

And then it was off for luch @ pizza hut with Wan & Hamsin.
Before meeting up with zie and elise around 8.

And i'm super beat now.

oh,
did i mention,
i cut my fringe?

WAIT!

As actually did cut for me.
I felt insecure at first but then it's pretty ok now. =)

And i don't blame u babe!
no worries.

2007-01-17T09:39:00.000+08:00

I'm so in need of my precious sleep.
The bed bugs at my granny's is seriously killing me slowly.
And yesterday, i was preparing for sleep at 1 am but instead i was awake an hr ltr to kill off the bed bugs.

LIKE SHIT XIAA!

And my granny actually suggest i just go sleep at my mum's since i have a super sensitive skin.

And now my legs are super ugly uh!
Thnx alot BEDDIE BUGS!

And i had my craving for waffle @ GELARE finally fulfilled with AS yesterday.
We had dinner together and then it was mostly catching up on stuff that we missed out on.

wen BF meets.

And Oonah,
u're so not forgotten.
Better make urself free one day SOON. =)

OH YESS!

i cant believe i'm actually gonna watch S'pore match ltr.
With Wan & Hamsin.

It so better be gooood.

2007-01-14T03:43:00.000+08:00

Everything about you is how I wanna be
Your freedom comes naturally
Everything about you resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less

Give me all the peace and joy in your mind

Everything about you pains my envying
Your soul can't hate anything
Everything about you is so easy to love
They're watching you from above

Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind

Everything about you resonates happiness
Now I won't settle for less

Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind
Give me the peace and joy in your mind

And my-oh-mine,
u're still clueless.=)

friends comes first.=)

Despite being one man down, they still managed to seal a victory.
is that great or wat?
ouh,
and henry goal was simply superb! =))

2007-01-11T23:17:00.000+08:00

"You don't always get what u want"-Nirzuan

Hamsin declare TODAY as his "most happiest day".
cos he finally understand the q-mthd lecture as well as his lab lesson.

And i declare today as the "most boring" one.

EXCEPT for the fact that i bumped into Far'ain.

YES.
Far'ain,my primary school best fren.

The one with curly hair and unique laughter.
The one that makes my day with her hilarious jokes.
The one that break the school window with her netball ball.
The one that makes my primary school memories worth remembering. =))

And we hugged each other so tightly dat i swear it's like a scene from some drama uh!..HAHA!

could we meet up and let's talk bout everyting under the sun?
And yes,

u're still look as cute as ever.

2007-01-10T09:28:00.000+08:00

especially dedicated to : NIRZUAN
"STOP IT XIAAAA"!

sometimes i find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
especially when i have to watch other people kissin'
and i remember when you started callin' me your miss's
all the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
i'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
i dont why i trusted you but i knew that i could
we'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
i was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

(chorus)
dreams, dreams
of when we had just started things
dreams of you and me
it seems, it seems
that i can't shake those memories
i wonder if you have the same dreams too.

the littlest things that take me there
i know it sounds lame but its so true
i know its not right, but it seems unfair
that the things are reminding me of you
sometimes i wish we could just pretend
even if for only one weekend
so come on, tell me
is this the end?

drinkin' tea in bed
watching dvd's
when i discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
you take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
as if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell i was nervous, so you held my hand
when i was feeling down, you made that face you do
no one in the world that could replace you

(chorus)
dreams, dreams
of when we had just started things
dreams of me and you
it seems, it seems
that i can't shake those memories
i wonder if you feel the same way too

the littlest things that take me there
i know it sounds lame but its so true
i know its not right, but it seems unfair
that the things remind me of you
sometimes i wish we could just pretend
even if for only one weekend
so come on, tell me
is this the end?

Okk now, stop using me as ur punchin bag and stop whining already.
i'm in a desperate need for a sufficient sleep.
oook shit!
i'm feeling crappy.

OK bye.

P.S. Wish me luck for my accounting quiz plz..i really need it. =))

2007-01-08T02:24:00.000+08:00

And so i've finally completed ECONS. =))

Sweeet dreams.

2007-01-07T03:37:00.000+08:00

Woohooo!

the faces says it all.
great match,superb score. =)

2007-01-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna blog about a bit of scene from "Prison Break".
ok merepek!
BUT it was someting like THAT.

So i arrived skol at 9 for the talk.
And it was super boring.
SERIOUSLY.
Me,Huda & Syai was talking most of the time.
The talk was supposed to end at 2 plus sumore.
YEAH,imagine the boredomness.

Anyway,we decided to skip straight after refreshments and head somewhr instead.
After taking the free snacks,we walk ahead,havin the intention to exit.
But guess what?

THEY actually blocked the area,not wanting people to exit before the whole talk actuali ends.
So we were obviously BINGIT.
We all then started tinking of creative ideas of escaping from the talk.

Syai idea's was the CHAMPION.
she actually asked me to wear my work uniform.HAHA!
i couldn't stop laughing.

Eka's was "kite step duduk kat stairs uh beh kite cepat2 lari".

Me and Huda come with none-not logically i mean.

And then Syai think hard and suggest that we try to go in the auditorium and exit from there.
So we exit and wanted to take the lift to go down.
But someone was actually guarding.
So i was like "just go down the stairs uh!".
Eka led us on down.
On the way,me and Huda was like super excited and imagining ourselves form scenes from "prison break".

And when we reached downstairs,i was hopin no one will guard the area.
Eka open the door and to my amazement,
the security guard was busy eating and didn't really bother.

And so off we went to TM. =))
We succeed breaking all odds!
AND yes,"DARE toDREAM".

2007-01-04T15:10:00.000+08:00

SO today was a bit like this..

Was late for my first class but luckily my teacher was too busy lecturing us then to see the time.Phew!
And then it was result time.
I managed to get 31/50 it.
Another sign of RELIEF.
And then she was telling me about the huge improvements that i've made and saying that i ought to improve MORE.
(i've fail the first one badly though so THAT explains why.)

The funny thing was Athirah score the highest(the super SMART gal)
and she was askin me "hey,cam mane huh aku blaja?"
me,"kite tak belajar sngt uh..kite bebual on the phone beh stare kat buku tu aje"
she,"ah2 lar..beh kite skip bnyk topic lak tu.."

AND so my dear friends,the moral is simply to study SMART...LOL

Mine disappointment so far have to be MATH.
I focus so much on it but didnt manage to do THAT well.
59 is average.
WAIT!
it's not even average cos my classmates are all super smart and score like 80 plus uh!
I could have done better if not for my carelessness.
HAIYA!

ok so i decided that i do not want to see MOSTLY 'c" and 'd' on my result.
i won't let that happen.
i should been improving based on last semester and not drop any further.

AND so

i,SYAZWANA KASSIM hereby promised will study hard for the next few weeks till exam.
OK SERIOUS!

shit!
i duno why i'm bloggin about this.
Just call it post-result effect.
Ok merepek.

And i hope that my ECONS wouldn't be that bad.
Speaking of which i still haven done my assignment of 200-300 words.
sumpah i so malas!

OK shit!
no more laziness now.

toodles.

P.S.just entertain my crappiness.

2007-01-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

Skol's starting way too sooon.
i need more holidays uh!
CAN?

i haven even complete any assignment yet
and i'm still wasting my tyme chattin and blogging.
CHAMPION.

Well, at least i noe i'm not alone. =))

2007-01-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

goodbye 2006,

HELLO 2007!

I spent my New year eve's staying put at home watchin TV.
And when i couldn't stand the boredom any longer,
I had wan for company for 3 hours.

We chat about the GOOD & WORST for 2006.
And i had only 5 things in mind when i thought about it.

-start of POLY.
-being LEGAL 18.
-makin new friends.
-work,work,work!
-more hotties! =)
-fallin in LOVE wid touch rugby.

Ok,so now i had 6.
And now it's time to close the chapter and embarked on a new one.
And i cant believe i'm gonna turn 19.
And i wont even bother about makin resolutions cos it wont work.

ALL i want for 2007 is to stay HAPPY-HAPPY always. =))